Character with God is based on motivation and what is in your heart. What you do is not necessarily what you are. Faith does not deny the existence of things you see but it does deny the right for them to dictate how you will deal with them. Remember, God is able to do exceeding abundantly, above all that we ask or think according to the power that worketh in us. Generational curses stop here. You shall not die, but live. Your worst days are behind-your best days are in front of you!